When?..

"It's right, just not right now."

I know I'm supposed to wait. I know that, if my wishes came true right now, it wouldn't end well.
I know I have to wait. I want to be able to wait and be patient.
I know this is not the right time. There are too many obstacles right now. Everything would be too messed up.
I know I have to trust God. And I do. He's gonna write a special story for me. When the time comes, everything is gonna be perfect. I am sure of it. And when I doubt that, I tell myself I HAVE TO be sure of it. God loves me and He promised me that, if I let Him take the control of my life, He'll do amazing things with it.
I just wish I could be more patient. Because I can't stop asking .. "WHEN?"